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There is hope.

Some days I have this impending feeling of doom. I can't get done everything on my to-do list, give attention to the kids and still have time for me. I would need something like 80 hours in a day, or so it seems. I have tried making lists and schedules and as the time passes, tasks become unchecked, I lose hope that I can be the mother, wife and student that I should be. SHOULD . Who determines what I should be? me. Having two kids is exhausting. Hell, having one kid is exhausting. Throw in the tasks of everyday and the special therapy and doctor's appointments due to special needs and it turns into a Hurricane. Emotions lead to floods and soon you just drown in the tasks. But after every Hurricane is a beautiful day. The sun comes out and shines and you forget all about how terrible that storm was. You rebuild and clean up. There is hope. There is always  hope. And after this sappy introduction I present my hopeful situation after the Hurricane. Emilee's cardiologist...